Good Things, Bad Things

Been awhile since I've posted anything...so here I am making a post. A lot has gone on in my journey since my last post...some good,some not so good. A good thing..today I was informed that I got a full-time position in another department at Home Depot. I go from Plumbing to selling appliances in the Kitchen & Bath department. I've been looking at getting a full-time position because I won't have a student loan to float me through the winter this year, anyways I applied for the full-time spot in Plumbing but didn't get it. A good thing..I worked up the courage to ask a girl out, she surprised me by saying yes. We went to a movie on a friday night, then had lunch on sunday. She has told me that she doesn't mind hanging out, but isn't looking for a relationship. I'm not having much luck with the ladies..I fit in the "nice guy..but" category I suppose. A bad thing...I've had to step down for awhile from doing openings at church due to some poor choices I've made in my life the last little while. It's not going to be very long I'm told..so I'll have time to think and make better choices in the next little while. I've felt really frustrated the last little while. Frustrated at how my life seems to be going lately...I just don't seem to have enough hours in a day to do the things I want to do, and I'm on the go 7 days a week so I never seem to be able to relax. I tried to ask the kids mom if she could take the kids on a saturday night and not call me at all so I can relax after work...that hasn't happened! I'm feeling depressed...lonely..